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Happy Valentine’s Day!

February 14, 2008   Filed Under: Faith, God, Holiday, Religion   157 words

Today is another one of the world’s (or maybe just the US’) most celebrated holidays and I’m not celebrating it. Don’t ask me about it but if you feel brave enough you can ask me for the password to this protected post and if I deem you worthy I’ll give it to you. Then you can read nearly 900 words that is somewhat related to why I’m not joining the millions of couples (and some people who aren’t even couples) that are celebrating Valentine’s Day today. I think that’s the longest sentence that I’ve ever written.

I can’t say that I’m depressed, though. I think I’m pretty much in a peaceful state of mind right now, so not much gets to me anymore. I am confused about certain things, though. Confusion seems to be the main theme in my life.
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Take My Stress Away…

February 12, 2008   Filed Under: College, Faith, God, Religion   312 words

Oh my gosh…as one thing ends…another thing begins. And I’m not talking about exciting stuff! I studied my ass of Sunday and Monday morning, too, and I think I did OK on the test. Sound familiar? The last time I said that I got a 70%…after the curve! Anyways, I’m thinking now I can put Biology on hold for a while and study for my math test that’s this Friday/Saturday (it’s an online class, so we can take it any day up until Sat at 11:55PM). Boy, were my thoughts wrong! We just got an e-mail from the Bio teacher saying that our Lab notebooks (questions from each section’s end) are due along with the Lab practical that we’ll have to take next week Friday. So, I haven’t started the notebook yet, and I have yet to memorize a gazillion organisms (fungi, protists, and plants) for the practical. To top it off, I still have the two research proposals to do…one due the 17th and one due the 18th. I seriously can’t wait for those two 7-week classes to be done (Psychology).

The only thing that has really been helping me relieve stress is church. It’s such a stress-free zone that I love the little one-hour escape that I got last week Wednesday. It was my first time going back since the incident the week before Christmas. One of the youth leaders was praying for me, and instead of a prayer, she was casting the devil out of me. I can’t take that extremist stuff, so I decided to find a different church but couldn’t find any that are actually sane. It was really ridiculous…I mean, I know I’m not possessed. Crazy? Maybe…but not possessed. I know that God is with me…and protecting me…always.

First Biology Test Of The Year Equals Pull An All-Nighter

January 25, 2008   Filed Under: College, Faith, Girls, God   219 words

My head is aching, my back is sore, my brain is tired of trying to memorize words that end with mycota (Fungi) and everything that has to do with them, and I’m not going to take a break. I’m going to study the whole night through because I want to get a good grade, and then hopefully I’ll plan better before the next test. Actually, I have no problem planning at all, so hopefully I’ll follow through with my plans.

I’m on AIM with the wonderful Anna from school. We’re helping each other survive the night, as well as quizzing each other from time to time to make sure that something is sticking. She’s one of the original NSU girls of Lesly’s Luscious Ladies, our silly and fun group from Orientation. That was in 2006! I can’t believe I’m nearly done with my second year of college–And I’m still a Pre-med major…amazing!

If anyone is still awake and viewing this, please pray for me and wish me luck! I have faith that with a little prayer from you and a little from myself, God will see me through. Or at least keep me awake and sane enough to study more and complete the test without feeling drowsy.

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