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Happy Valentine’s Day!

February 14, 2008   Filed Under: Faith, God, Holiday, Religion   157 words

Today is another one of the world’s (or maybe just the US’) most celebrated holidays and I’m not celebrating it. Don’t ask me about it but if you feel brave enough you can ask me for the password to this protected post and if I deem you worthy I’ll give it to you. Then you can read nearly 900 words that is somewhat related to why I’m not joining the millions of couples (and some people who aren’t even couples) that are celebrating Valentine’s Day today. I think that’s the longest sentence that I’ve ever written.

I can’t say that I’m depressed, though. I think I’m pretty much in a peaceful state of mind right now, so not much gets to me anymore. I am confused about certain things, though. Confusion seems to be the main theme in my life.
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Take My Stress Away…

February 12, 2008   Filed Under: College, Faith, God, Religion   312 words

Oh my gosh…as one thing ends…another thing begins. And I’m not talking about exciting stuff! I studied my ass of Sunday and Monday morning, too, and I think I did OK on the test. Sound familiar? The last time I said that I got a 70%…after the curve! Anyways, I’m thinking now I can put Biology on hold for a while and study for my math test that’s this Friday/Saturday (it’s an online class, so we can take it any day up until Sat at 11:55PM). Boy, were my thoughts wrong! We just got an e-mail from the Bio teacher saying that our Lab notebooks (questions from each section’s end) are due along with the Lab practical that we’ll have to take next week Friday. So, I haven’t started the notebook yet, and I have yet to memorize a gazillion organisms (fungi, protists, and plants) for the practical. To top it off, I still have the two research proposals to do…one due the 17th and one due the 18th. I seriously can’t wait for those two 7-week classes to be done (Psychology).

The only thing that has really been helping me relieve stress is church. It’s such a stress-free zone that I love the little one-hour escape that I got last week Wednesday. It was my first time going back since the incident the week before Christmas. One of the youth leaders was praying for me, and instead of a prayer, she was casting the devil out of me. I can’t take that extremist stuff, so I decided to find a different church but couldn’t find any that are actually sane. It was really ridiculous…I mean, I know I’m not possessed. Crazy? Maybe…but not possessed. I know that God is with me…and protecting me…always.

Life’s Like That…

February 8, 2008   Filed Under: Babysitting, College, Finances, Girls, God, Holiday, Modeling   276 words

I studied on Tuesday with Anna and my sister. We were in one of the private study rooms at Nova. My sister ended up falling asleep, I nearly fell asleep, and Anna talked on the phone. We’re all pretty bad at studying. Even after minimizing as many distractors as possible. On Wednesday we actually got plenty of work done. Our Bio teacher gives us review sheets, and I finished 1 out of 2 1/2 pages!

I did a TFCD shoot on Thursday. The guy was kind of perverted. He equates sexy with “titties hanging out.” And I said, “No!” He wanted me to take pictures with just a jacket covering my nipples. Senor es muy tonto! I would freak out and so would my mom if I do that. Imagine years down the line when I’m a pediatrician…some kid tells their mom that they saw their doctor naked online. Ha! That would be sooo hilarious! It would be embarrassing on my end, though. I’m sure of it!

So, it looks like I will be taking time off of school. I’m indebted to the school by a gazillion dollars and it will take me a good while to work that off. That probably means I’ll lose my scholarship, so I’ll probably end up transferring to a different school. As of yesterday they placed a hold on my account for an excessive balance, along with a nice $50 late fee.

I got a babysitting job for evenings for the next two weeks, so that’s something to look forward to. Also, spring break is coming up! I really need a break from school to just relax.

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